Magic Realm Convenience Store – Ch. 86
The drug that carries love (5)
At 8:30 in the morning, something went wrong. Not because of the office
workers.
"Mom, I wanna eat cotton candy."
The streets
were still quiet even after sunrise, and as I checked the POS machine thinking,
What’s going on? I realized—it was Saturday? I had been living without any sense
of the days recently and hadn’t noticed.
At first, I thought it would
be a relief since there wouldn’t be any spilled coffee or sandwich wrappers to
clean up in the morning, but today wasn't just any Saturday. It was a Saturday
in May, Family Month.
Maybe that's why we had quite a few family
customers, and notably, the kids were very young. Even the moms looked young.
“Boss,
do you happen to have cotton candy at this convenience store?”
"We
don't have any at ours."
Some convenience stores do sell cotton
candy. Not made fresh with a machine, but in paper cups that come with little
spoons.
If you try another store, they might have it. When I told her
this, the young mom repeated what I said word for word to her child.
"Sweetie,
they don't have cotton candy here."
"Nooo! I wanna eat cotton
candy!"
“I’m not saying I won’t buy it for you; Boss-nim said they
don’t have it here. Let’s go somewhere else.”
"No, I wanna eat cotton
candy! Cotton candy!"
No, kid. Mom's not refusing to buy it, she’s
saying she’ll get it for you somewhere else.
I thought I should try
to help the child understand this point, but it seemed like this kid frequently
threw tantrums at their mom. The mom’s sudden frustration made that very
clear.
"I said I'll buy it somewhere else! If you keep throwing a
tantrum, I'll leave you here!"
"No no!! Cotton candy!! Cotton
candyyyy!!"
"Keep throwing a tantrum, and we won’t go to the
amusement park!"
"COTTON CAAAANDYYYY!!"
Do situations like
this happen often? Not in my convenience store experience. When I worked at a
kids' cafe, I saw this scene every day though...
My approach back
then was to let them figure it out themselves. I tried warning them to do
something about their kid, and even tried consoling the kid directly, but
neither method worked.
In the first case, the mom would just look at
me like 'I know, but what do you want me to do?' and in the latter case... I got
hit by the kid. Some of those kids had hands. Anyway.
"I'm gonna eat
cotton candy. Cotton candy. Cotton candyyy..."
The kid’s volume
started to drop, and their posture sank along with it. From my experience, this
was the telltale sign they were about to flop onto the ground for a full
tantrum.
The child's mother must have been fed up with this
situation, as she said in an almost tearful voice,
“If you keep
acting like this, a dragon will fly down from the sky and take you away. Mommy
told you that before!”
What’s gonna fly and take the kid?
The
question burned on my tongue, but I kept it to myself. Because the person in
question had arrived directly.
The front door bell chimed, and in
came a small child with skin tone similar to fluorescent light. Though she
walked rather than flew...
“Uh…”
With amber eyes the kid
glanced at me, then at the crying child and their mom, tilting their head in
curiosity. For now, I responded the way I always did.
“It’s been a
while, little... Hana.”
The little girl had said her name was Hana.
As soon as I greeted her, I noticed the cotton-candy kid had
suddenly stopped crying. The mom’s face was painted with shock, as if her words
had actually summoned something.
Though the only similarity between
dragons and this little girl was a pair of small horns, apparently that's enough
for this world's other races to recognize them as a dragon. After a moment, the
mom snapped out of it and grabbed her child.
"Sweetie, I’ll buy you
cotton candy. Let’s go."
The kid nodded, as if mesmerized, grabbed
her mom’s hand, and walked out without another word. The little girl who had
been watching them leave turned to me tilted her head again, and asked,
"Why
cotton candy?"
“That kid really wanted some, but we don’t sell it
here.”
"Aigu, that's terrible..."
"It's not that
terrible. Anyway, want some candy?"
“Candy?”
I felt like
I owed her for solving my noise problem. There were some uneasy parts in the
process, but I could think about that later.
"But, I don't have
money..."
"I just don't want to eat alone, it's lonely."
"You don't have to worry about being lonely anymore, I'm here."
“True. Guess I worried for nothing.”
Still, she declined
the candy saying she had no money, so I just bought it and stuffed it in her
mouth. She looked startled but quickly succumbed to the sweetness of
orange-flavored candy.
"I'll eat it well, Mister."
After
this little girl leaves, I should stock up on some bags of hard candy. I can
just claim it was free promo candy and she didn’t need to pay for it.
I
sat her in the chair behind the counter, chewing on the candy, then dragged one
of the customer chairs over for myself. After confirming the street outside was
quiet, I asked the little girl.
“Hana, what’ve you been up to these
past few days?”
She couldn't go out for two days because of the
pollen, that's what I'm guessing. I just don't know why she couldn't go out
after that.
"Umm, staying home and Mommy's company..."
“No kindergarten?”
"Eh… Pollen’s a big deal. Mommy said
to stay in for a while longer, so yeah."
Well, children's health is
the most important issue for mothers.
Even if the TV says the pollen
situation is resolved, a mom who’s been outside to feel the air for herself
can't help but feel anxious. Keeping their kid home for a few extra days seems
perfectly understandable.
Hana mentioned staying either at home or in
her mom’s office lounge, so I assumed her mother hadn’t handed them a phone.
Honestly, it was a blessing she hadn’t reached out to me.
"Then you
probably haven't talked much with other kids either."
This little
girl could see into the minds of other species. Through her horns.
But
for reasons unknown to me as someone from another world, kids don't like this
little girl. Whenever those kids looked at Hana, their emotions turned pitch
black, and this little girl was taught that black things are bad.
Because
of this, Hana struggles to talk to others and struggling to make friends. I felt
bad for her, so I erased the magic myself. That was also when I found out I
could remove magic by touching someone else’s body.
If things had
gone normally, there might’ve been some progress by now. It must have been hard
not being able to go to kindergarten because of the pollen...
“I did.
Talk.”
“Oh, really?”
"Yes. Played with toys and played in
the sandbox too."
What’s that. That sounds like a pretty full
experience to me.
"But... the kids... um..."
“Was there a
problem?”
"Their faces."
Their expressions weren’t good.
It felt like they didn’t enjoy playing with Hana.
This seemed to be
the little girl's own interpretation, but I see it differently. Not in 3D.
"Maybe, did the kids immediately give you toys when you asked for
them? Like, if you asked for specific toys, they’d hand it over right away?”
"Eh,
how did you know?"
"I have my ways."
It's a way called
life experience. For example, when a big kid at school asked to borrow my
notebook, I would give it right away. Why? Because they're scary.
In
this world, dragons are treated like those “big kids.” Dragons. Scary person.
Even
that mom who was just here, the one with the crying kid, said: ‘Keep throwing a
tantrum, and a dragon will come and take you away’.
It was meant to
scare the kid. After all, would a child be afraid if she said, ‘A cat or hamster
will come take you away?’ In this world, they must have mentioned dragons
because that's what scares kids.
Moreover, if you were to assign a
color to fear, it would definitely be in the dark spectrum. Maybe pure black,
even. It's an emotion harder to control than hatred or dislike.
"Did
I do something wrong...?"
“No, it’s not your fault.”
It
wasn’t Hana’s fault, which was a relief. But it also made the problem bigger.
Because now it wasn’t anyone’s fault. Being afraid isn’t a crime.
And
because it’s not a fault, it can’t be fixed. It has to be overcome. By
7-year-old kindergarteners.
“…It’s not your fault, but I do have an
idea of what you can do.”
"Something I can do?"
"Well...
like having a talent..."
I wasn’t telling her to be a clown. The
idea was to shift attention elsewhere.
For example, if this little
one knew card tricks. Wouldn't they focus more on the cards than the horns then?
Even better if they think someone who shows them such things couldn't be
bad..
"Or, maybe find some common ground.”
“Talent? Common
ground?"
“Sorry, I asked a difficult question.”
This
needed to be explained better. Realistically, asking this kid to learn some kind
of skill was a bit much. Finding common ground seemed like a better
approach….
“...Mister.”
“What.”
“Thank you.”
"Hana.
This isn't something you should thank me for."
“Then?”
“This is something other people need to apologize
to you for.”
Seven years old. It’s crucial, and yet I can’t help but
wonder what the kindergarten teachers and the mother are even doing. Do they
think this is just something time will fix on its own?
No. It is true
that time will improve things.
Just as I grew older and realized
that people with big heads were scarier than those with big body, these kids
will eventually mature and understand that being afraid of someone just because
of their appearance or species is meaningless.
But... childhood
doesn’t come back. If you write it off as something inevitable, who will make up
for this little girl's childhood that will disappear without any memories?
"I
don't really understand, but... um..."
“What. Are you wondering why
this ‘mister’ is going out of his way to help you? Is that it?”
“....”
I
just said what came to mind, but there was no answer. I must have hit the mark.
It was a bit of a sensitive topic, so I hesitated to say it
outright. But after thinking for a moment, I just let it out. Hana would
probably forget it someday anyway.
"I didn't have friends either. At
your age."
For similar reasons, too. Problems you can’t overcome on
your own. Fear, family finances.
I know it sounds irresponsible and
indifferent, but… a seven-year-old isn’t to blame for their family being
poor.
I was born no different from others, could play soccer and
basketball too. But everyone would say, ‘How’s a kid wearing hand-me-down
sneakers supposed to play soccer or basketball?’ It got to the point where I
seriously considered learning shoemaking.
I wasn't even as
well-behaved as this little girl back then.
I went crying to the
teacher saying 'Those kids won't play with me,' and cried to my mother asking if
we really couldn't afford even shoes.
Then, during the homeroom, the
teacher said something like, 'I hope you don't discriminate against someone just
because they're poor.' Was that the right thing to say? Was it appropriate for a
teacher to tattletale like that?
And my mother... said nothing. She
just left early for work the next morning.
Now, looking back, none
of it really matters. How many people still hang out with friends they played
with at seven, and how many even remember such things?
Except me. I
remember. I just can't forget it.
I can't forget the feelings I had
back then, so I live by the memories.
“I didn’t have any friends, so
I wished someone—anyone—would help me. A grown-up.”
“...... .”
“And
now… I guess I’ve become that grown-up.”
When I was in the same
situation as her, I struggled. She must be struggling too.
I felt
like I was saying things Hana wouldn’t understand, so I redirected the
conversation.
"It's just self-satisfaction, so don't worry too much
about it."
“...Mister.”
“What.”
“Mister, my
friend.”
“We can call it that if you want. But wouldn't it be better
to make better friends than me?"
Not some random old guy, but bright,
cheerful kids your own age. How would I know the current trends in 7-year-olds'
pretend play, or how to jump rope well?
“But, sir, I really like
Mister....”
“Why, thanks. But how are your horns now? Are you still
seeing people’s hearts?”
The little girl looked like they wanted to
say more, but nodded. Then she added that when she woke up the next morning, she
could see her mom’s heart again.
"What time did you wake up?"
“Eight o’clock.”
Since I erased the magic at 10 a.m., it
seems it can last up to 20 hours. Unless there’s some condition like needing
sleep or something.
"I'll do it once more, so let me see your horns."
“Mister, I’m not going to kindergarten today...”
"I know.
I know, but right now the timing is good here." (Idiom. The water’s fine now,
meaning the timing is good.)
There had to have been over ten families
with kids this morning alone. They say even a sturdy tree will fall after ten
strikes, so if Hana tries talking to every kid that comes, wouldn't we succeed
at least once?
If I helped her find common ground with her, it would
be much easier. Since I can clearly see what the kid wants, I can give hints
about toys or snacks.
“The water is good?”
“It means
there are a lot of kids your age coming into the store right now. It’s almost
nine, so….”
We could probably get about 5 families during the
one-hour shift change. As I thought this and looked outside the front door,
there happened to be a customer about this little one's age standing at the
door.
After a moment, this customer started scratching at the front
door with their front legs. I went to open the door and spoke.
“No,
Doggy. Why are you here now....”
“Kiiii....”
“Why are you
making dog noises instead of talking like a person?”
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